Saturday, April 4, 2009

Silence is as Deep as Eternity; Speech, Shallow as Time.


Pinchu - the essence of everything that's nice, my best friend, relative and my confidante' !
Its so damn hard to believe that you're not gonna be there anymore. It breaks my heart to even think about it.
Life's so unfair and I don't need any further proof. I won't ever forget all the masti we did during the last couple of years. I just wish to God I could bring u back at any cost. I haven't cried for anyone but thinking about you now brings tears to me.
Sometimes I wonder if I didn't really know you much, would the pain be any less? but then I would be deprived of all things YOU which I wouldn't want to change at any cost. You were the best thing I'd ever known. Everyone around you couldn't help but love you. My own mom loved you more than she loved me I guess and guess what, it never even made me jealous.
I don't know how we're all going to cope without you, without listening to your lively giggle, your eccentric ways, your purity, your love for things around you, your weird laughing styles, and what not.
Life couldn't be worse for dada n dadi(your parents) who loved u so much n ur sister Chunnu. I don't know how to console them when they're down. I just hope they will move on and remember the happiness associated with you.
I wish you were back with us again.
I wish I could take you to see Akshardham temple.
I wish I could take you out for the promised treat.
I wish I could undo the pain you went through.
I wish I could meet u this summer and other coming summers.
I wish I could play cards with you again till 2 o clock at night.
I wish I could write better for you.
I wish...........

Love always! Stay happy wherever you are.

4 comments:

Alien I said...

I am sorry for you loss!

Rashmi said...

me too.More than I can say.

Anonymous said...

hey,,...
his loss is something that is irreplaceable...for me ...hes left a void in my life which can never be filled....my best buddy n my bro in arms....i miss him deeply till date...

my name is prachith... i would appreciate it if u can mail me sachin's home address n phone number to prachith.menon@gmail

Rashmi said...

Prachith, You're right. We all miss him a lot.
I don't remember his address right now....will get it and mail it to u along with the phone number. Take care.