The sunshine's lost!

I thought probably time would make me forget things. But I now realize maybe not. In a weird way I really wouldn't like that to happen as well. I want to cling on to the memories. I want to miss what I lost. I want to hold on to the bygones. I want to compare the before and after. I just want you back. I don't care how, but I do. I want the recent past to be a horrible nightmare and wake up to the Holi of 2009 with your chirpy voice on phone reprimanding me not to gorge on too many gujiyas and end up getting fat.Telling me the boring routine of your work. Talking to me during one of your patrol-checks. Telling me about everything. Listening to all the crap I tell. Laughing at lame jokes of mine. Giggling in the funniest of manners. Making me imitate and annoy you. Damn, I miss you.:(

So hard not to be forlorn, so hard just to move on. Rising up is a brand new day, as that sunshine's lost.

Silence is as Deep as Eternity; Speech, Shallow as Time.

Pinchu - the essence of everything that's nice, my best friend, relative and my confidante' !
Its so damn hard to believe that you're not gonna be there anymore. It breaks my heart to even think about it.
Life's so unfair and I don't need any further proof. I won't ever forget all the masti we did during the last couple of years. I just wish to God I could bring u back at any cost. I haven't cried for anyone but thinking about you now brings tears to me.
Sometimes I wonder if I didn't really know you much, would the pain be any less? but then I would be deprived of all things YOU which I wouldn't want to change at any cost. You were the best thing I'd ever known. Everyone around you couldn't help but love you. My own mom loved you more than she loved me I guess and guess what, it never even made me jealous.
I don't know how we're all going to cope without you, without listening to your lively giggle, your eccentric ways, your purity, your love for things around you, your weird laughing styles, and what not.
Life couldn't be worse for dada n dadi(your parents) who loved u so much n ur sister Chunnu. I don't know how to console them when they're down. I just hope they will move on and remember the happiness associated with you.
I wish you were back with us again.
I wish I could take you to see Akshardham temple.
I wish I could take you out for the promised treat.
I wish I could undo the pain you went through.
I wish I could meet u this summer and other coming summers.
I wish I could play cards with you again till 2 o clock at night.
I wish I could write better for you.
I wish...........

Love always! Stay happy wherever you are.